Hello readers ..
I wonder if I still have any friends ..
They seems to ignore me ..
Some treat me really good , but I felt extra joining them .
I think I just have to walk around the school alone during recess or lunch .
107 girls , you all were so bonding yeah ..
Why cant my class be one bonding class too ?
What I've done ?
Im really sad when you ignored me .
I talk to you nicely but you just turned away and talk to the guys beside you .
They ask you something , you replied them .
But when I asked , you ignored .
I give some comments , you diao me and then turn away .
Seriously , whats the problem ?
I went to people house but you wanted jio me out to play vb .
My ezlink going no money how am I suppose to take bus to meet you ?
You called me a slut when I never meet you .
You know that word S-L-U-T is super duper fcuking hurting ?
I really have no more friends , I dont want to lose my vb friends ..
I am afraid of losing my friends .
I dont wanna be alone ..
But who can be my listening ears ?
Yes , no one .
In 108 , if im not wrong , only Gel , Wei ting , Priscillia , Denise & the guys ,
Is good to me ..
Im v greatful . (:
I really dk what to do ..
Transfer school ?
Emo ?
Cry ?
Shout ?
Kill myself ?
Kill them ?
Im so stress about all this ..
There is never one day that I could be smiling whole day .
It would have something that cause my mood swing .
Im v tired , tired and really super fcuking tired .
But for everything , I have to control myself .
I just couldn't pay attention in lesson sometimes .
Day dreaming , thinking of how they treat me .
I couldn't cry either .
Just putting my head on the table and bear it .
Only one I can tell is my blog ..
Nothing to say le .
Byes .