Hello readers ,
Today durinq history lesson suddenly just turn super SAD . );
Jaslin pei me the whole recess to chat .
When see him playinq catchinq with my teammates ,
I felt even more SAD .
Sorry not to smile to him when he did to me .
Its really v difficult for me to smile back at that moment .
During biology lesson , I cried a bit .
But not wantinq Ms toh to see it , I hold my tears back .
Durinq , today's oral I must keep myself HAPPY .
If not , it would affect my readinq .
He gave me a letter .
But that does'nt help ,
in fact , I got more nervous .
I hope I would did well for my oral .
Im really stress ,
Studies , family , homework , teachers , friends , him .
Seriously , I fcukinq hate my life .
There's no more reasons for me to live on .
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Im bored , his phone is confiscated .
I'm afraid I would lost feelinqs .
I'm afraid he really would transfer school .
I'm afraid my parents would kill me if I slash myself ,
so I could only use my nails to hurt myself ,
tear papers , cry .
I'm tired .

2409'09 ♥