I just feel like I shouldn't exist in this world.

Meet up w June as usual.
Had Dnt test, I don't know if I did well.
I don't want to fail.
I've failed my history and chemistry.
I did really badly, but I've put in effort in my work already.
Lucky there's a retest for chemistry test yesterday. Phew.
This few days during recess, my class people have been gambling. Damn noisy.
Yesterday never bring my painting materials, was punished by Ms Chia and Mr Yam.
I can see Mr Yam expression, shaking his head because I'm always the one who never bring my things or do my homework.
I love drawing but I'm just very tired and lazy to do my art.
Had Maths test too, I know how to do all but I don't know if I change to 3 significant figures correctly.
If I change wrongly, I'll fail.
Do so many question about chaptet 8 already just hope that I can pass.
I'm stress, why is there so many test going on this few weeks?
I suddenly realise, I'm caring so much about my studies.
Seriously I want to do well like others but why I can't make it?
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Today was Ms Zhong's last day being w us.
She's a really awesome Langarts teacher w cute dimples.
But our class people never stop talking.
Last lesson, she came to our class to take photo w us.
We'll miss her.
Shall end here.
Byebye..